You see that boy? Yeah. His name is Jaden Christopher Syre Smith. I am in love with him. I know it’s impossible to be in love with someone you don’t even know personally, but I truly love him. He means the world to me. He’s my life. Not a minute goes by where I don’t think about him. Literally.
I’ve never liked a boy so much in my life. He’s amazing. He’s everything I look for in a guy. He’s hilarious, nice, loud, he can dance, etc. Whenever I look at a picture of him and see his beautiful smile, I melt inside.
It kills me to say that he will never think about me the way I think about him. I’m literally crying as I’m typing this. It KILLS me . I’ve never wanted someone so bad in my life.
If I can’t be his girlfriend, I would die to be his bestfriend. I would be there for him all the time. I would love staying up late at night just to talk to him on the phone and laugh. I would do anything for that to happen.
The day that Jaden gets a girlfriend..that will be the worst day of my life. I will support him no matter who he dates, but it will always kill me inside that the person who gets to kiss him, talk to him, hold him, and just love him won’t be me. I hate to even think about that day but I know it’s coming soon and I hate to admit it. I wouldn’t be suprised if he already has a girlfriend right now. If he does, that girl better know how fucking lucky she is. I hope she realizes that there are thousands of girls out there like me, who would kill to be with Jaden. Personally i think i am his number one fan there dosent go a day i literlly dont talk about him straight up i am obsseed and everyone knows how much he means to. Straight up i love Jaden with all my heart (YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I DO) ♥